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i believe in peace bitch!

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 17:06:10 GMT

sooo hungover. jackie and I beat the shit out of happy hour at apple bees. came back to my house and drank vodka cranberry all night. she did well considering she was hanging out with all lesbos.

strangers with candy the movie tonight! 'bout damn time.

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Wed, 08 Mar 2006 22:58:13 GMT

I have to buy plane tickets by the end of this month. This is my first time leaving the country besides going to rocky point and other such cities in mexico. I'm excited. I don't think I need to buy a passport, but i would like to get one just for the hell of it.

It should rain for my birthday :)

When i walked into the classroom today I noticed all the students were kind of quiet and trying not to laugh. I thought it was odd considering the hyper little brats they ALWAYS are. I kind of just gave them a look, and turned around to get a paper i'd left in the copy room. When i got back there was a giant cheese cake of every which flavor and a classroom of goofy faces singing me happy birthday. Jess is great. It all was great. I love my job. SPRING BREAK next week. There is nothing better than paid vacation. It's like getting paid to be drunk and sleep all day.

So yeah, schedule goes cake, dinner, bar...and at this point I'm supposed to be drunk out of my skull.

Leigh bought me a pretty green hooka. I <3 her. And oh yeah, susu called me at 6am this morning to sing me happy burday Jenny. gotta love her.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 19:40:59 GMT

Bleh. Just one more day 'til I go on christmas break. All the students have left for the day, yet my contract says I have to be here til 3. poopie shit. I want to go home and spend time with leigh before I have to take her to the airport. I went to a students home today with the intention of dropping of the gift i bought him. He's been out for the past three days so I wanted to see how he was doing plus the school donateda turkey for his family this year. Anyhow, as jessica and i walk in presents and turkey in hand, he picks his puppy and tries to throw it us. lol. i guess he was happy to see us. i guess he hates school/us. I'm gonna finish picking up the classroom then go get some free lunch the cafeteria is fixing for teachers. I hope i dont get the shits. Merry christmas everyone. I miss LJ. i think i'll update more often.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 02:10:24 GMT

They're in love. They're gay. They're penguins... And they're not alone.

By Cristina Cardoze
Wendell and Cass, two gay penguins at the New York Aquarium.

Wendell and Cass, two penguins at the New York Aquarium in Coney Island, Brooklyn, live in a soap opera world of seduction and intrigue. Among the 22 male and 10 female African black-footed penguins in the aquarium's exhibit, tales of love, lust and betrayal are the norm. These birds mate for life. But given the disproportionate male-female ratio at the aquarium, some of the females flirt profusely and dump their partners for single males with better nests.

Wendell and Cass, however, take no part in these cunning schemes. They have been completely devoted to each other for the last eight years. In fact, neither one of them has ever been with anyone else, says their keeper, Stephanie Mitchell.

But the partnership of Wendell and Cass adds drama in another way. They're both male. That is to say, they're gay penguins.

This is not unusual. "There are a lot of animals that have same-sex relations, it's just that people don't know about it," Mitchell said. "I mean, Joe Schmoe on the street is not someone who's read all sorts of biology books."

One particular book is helpful in this case. Bruce Bagemihl's "Biological Exuberance," published in 1999, documents homosexual behavior in more than 450 animal species. The list includes grizzly bears, gorillas, flamingos, owls and even several species of salmon.

"The world is, indeed, teeming with homosexual, bisexual and transgendered creatures of every stripe and feather," Bagemihl writes in the first page of his book. "From the Southeastern Blueberry Bee of the United States to more than 130 different bird species worldwide, the 'birds and the bees,' literally, are queer."

In New York, it's the penguins.

At the Central Park Zoo, Silo and Roy, two male Chinstrap penguins, have been in an exclusive relationship for four years. Last mating season, they even fostered an egg together.

"They got all excited when we gave them the egg," said Rob Gramzay, senior keeper for polar birds at the zoo. He took the egg from a young, inexperienced couple that hatched an extra and gave it to Silo and Roy. "And they did a really great job of taking care of the chick and feeding it."

Of the 53 penguins in the Central Park Zoo, Silo and Roy are not the only ones that are gay. In 1997, the park had four pairs of homosexual penguins. In an effort to increase breeding, zookeepers tried to separate them by force. They failed, said Gramzay.

Only one of the eight bonded with a female. The rest went back to same-sex relationships, not necessarily with the same partner. Silo and Roy, long-time homosexuals, got together (or pair-bonded, in official penguin lingo) after that failed experiment.

At the New York Aquarium, no one suspected Wendell and Cass were gay when they first bonded. Penguins don't have external sex organs, so visually there's no surefire way to tell whether they are male or female. But over time, people began to wonder.

In all the years they had been together, neither Wendell nor Cass laid an egg. This was unusual because the keepers knew they copulated regularly. They had often seen Wendell submit to Cass, the more dominating of the two. But one day, a keeper saw Wendell on top.

When penguins have sex, the female lies on her belly and the male climbs on top with his feet and puts his rump around her rump. Then their cloacas (sexual organs) meet, and the sperm is transferred into the female. It's called the cloacal kiss.

Wendell and Cass were clearly kissing both ways. So in 1999, the aquarium did a blood test to determine their gender. It proved they were both male.

Today, they are one of the best couples at the aquarium. "Sometimes they lie on the rocks together," Mitchell said. "They're one of the few couples that like to hang out together outside their nest."

Wendell and Cass have a highly coveted nest. During mating season, several other penguins have tried to steal it. Cass, a fierce fighter, kept them at bay. (Wendell, on the other hand, is "afraid of his own shadow," said Mitchell.)

The appeal of their nest is the location: high up, close to the water and the feeding station. Rumors that they keep the neatest nest at the aquarium because they're gay are not true.

"These are penguins," said Mitchell. "They poop in their nest. Nobody's got a clean nest."

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 20:37:36 GMT

MET TEGAN AND SARA! fucking most amazing thing ever. Free concert at school today. IT WAS SO AWESOME. Got signed shit, and everything! so happy right now.

mexico!

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 23:06:36 GMT

Click here for photo-fun.yay!

Leigh's friends visited from philadelphia this past week. Their time here was spent doing random shit. We all got trashed on more than one occasion. Leigh puked then got all aggressive like with her friend Nadia for 'talking shit'. So you all know, Nadia and i were discussing the weather back in philadelphia. Nice. I love how my girlfriend can hold her liqour. Well after stuff like drinking, tattoos, hooka bars, cowboy shops, Sedona and nearly killing ourselves trying to fourwheel drive I was like.."Hey y'all wanna go to messico?"

Immediately everyone agreed that upon our return from Sedona we would pack our shit and go! So we did, at midnight myself, Leigh, Becca Clean, Becca Beast, Erin, Nadia and Anders left for Yuma. We spent the night at my dads house, woke up early, ate at Rockys New York Style Pizza, then left for our adventure to MEXICO.

O' and we picked up Marc-ito.

In this shot we had just walked in, and it was our first purchase. I bought leigh the cute little umbrella hat. It was lovely. I was like 'yeah, four dollars what a steal!' Then Nadia burst my bubble by telling me her father used to sell them at the Dollar Store for well, a dollar. nice huh? Notice marcs constipated face in the background. hehe

Um yeah, I really have no explanation for myself here, except that i'd had ALOT to drink, and i think im elvis? Who knows.

Erin(far left) had just gotten her first lap dance from a mexican hooker with a crab infested kooter, so we went out for drinks. Marc is just jolly on his 6th Pina Colada. Im jazzed with my Rum & Coke, and Leigh..well she was checking out the one legged bum with his wang hanging out.

Abel. He is such a cute/nice boy. I couldn't imagine anyone better for marc. He has a heart of gold, and compassion to spare. It's about time marc dated someone to his calibur.

Group Photo. Im wearingt the pink sun glasses my lady bought me. They're rip off Gucci. lol. PINK.

I'm drunk. :shakes head:: notice the disapproving glance from the pregnant mexican woman behind me who sold me the sling-shot. Hawt yo. LEMON HEAD

These two are the Becca Hippies. The the left you see Becca BEAST, and next to her is Becca Clean from PA. Yay. I lub them both.

The love of my life. How classy is she?

And another of her smiling like a small child on crack at Rocky's Pizza.

Yes one more, cause i love her.

LOL. Jose played for us for like an hour. We kept giving him dollars and requesting songs. Fucking great. Leigh shoved dollar bill after dollar pill down in pants. It was not hawt.

AND I LEAVE YOU WITH THIS LAST DISTURBING PICTURE....remember kids drinking too much is unsafe. Watch your liquor and do the buddy system. watch how much the other drinks. Don't over due it! If you dont...THIS COULD BE YOU!!!!!!!!

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 06:46:23 GMT

I love ERIN because she smells like liqour all theee time.

I love jeffreak, -bcuz he is slooot

I love leigh because she has sex with me.

I dont' like hairy people much.

I'm angry. and durrunk.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 23:11:19 GMT

tegan and sara are playing in march. Just in time for by birthday. yay!

Coachella.. Um yeah.. TEGAN & SARA again. I will have seen them 3 times in like 6mos. I love 'em. Now i have to get folk stoopid enough to go with me.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 21:25:07 GMT

I wanted to show someone who angelica houston was. As i search for a photo to do her justice i click a link directed to her fan sites. WTF...nude photos of a young angelica houston. My eyes are still sore. Im scared in a way that i never should be.

"oOoh NoOo!!!!!"

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 00:55:21 GMT

Too much goes on. I dont' have time to write detailed accounts of my nights. peektures for everyone!

Jeff in drag. nuff said.

des. no wonder she gets all the ladies.

me sobbing, after leigh smacked me at top shelf. :(

ERn! licking a sketched photo of her gf's virginia. mmhmm.

who is this bitch leigh i always speak of.......SCROLL DOWN

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weren't ready for that, were you?

ERN. Perhaps she had one too many shots of tequila. : /

Becca B! at filibertos...O her happy place.

she wonders why they call her leigh bitchell. Don't worry i think this is how she says she loves me.

Funny story here.... you see, these two beast, amber & des, stole a bottle of barcardi snuck into leigh's parents room, stripped down, and climbed into the tub for some bubble bath fun. What's funnier? When we busted in on them, and Em stole their clothes and through powder all over them. good times ladies.

all i need is time, tiiiiime to lurve you.

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 20:07:48 GMT

I have like 20 min to get ready for work..but, Oh, look at me online. tsk tsk

Last night was great, we went to anthony's queer party. I saw so many under classmen from Yuma. They were totally cool with my queerness though. I hated them all in highschool. Hmph. Desiree, Desmond, and Leigh got pretty drunk. It was a good time for everyone. I love leigh, despite everything.

School is out! For at least a month anyway. I will show marc a good time during my break.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 22:31:22 GMT

Smoking a cigarette shortens your life by 14 minutes. However, having sex lengthens it by 12 minutes. So, smokers, screw for your lives!i!

'til now, I've always got by on my own

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:09:16 GMT

and my secret is still my own

and my love for you know is still unknown

How fucking good is the acousitc version of Hearts "Alone."?

Gawd. It's been on repeat for an hour, and i'm still tearing up. It's a special thing really. a little fucking treasure i say.

How do I get you alone.....

Alooooooooooooooooooooooone.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 22:14:29 GMT

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're an angel
Strangers think	You're gay
Friends think	You're a slut

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pretty insane

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 10:55:53 GMT

There's an artist, Nathalia Edenmont, who kills cats, mice, doves, RABBITS, and other animals, mutilates their bodies, and then takes their photographs. She's on exhibit, among other places, at the Wetterling Gallery in Sweden. She has taken the top halves of five white mice and made them into finger puppets. She beat a cat to death with a stick. And this is called art. This is not only inhumane, but morally reprehensible. (The animals are killed 15 minutes before being displayed and photographed! The Wetterling Gallery is encouraging ms. edenmont to use larger animals [such as dogs] in the future!)

Link to samples of the exhibit (warning! offensive content):
http://www.wetterlinggallery.com/archive/nathalia/nathalia_main.htm

*****Link to the petition against her:
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/853089392

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 23:57:21 GMT

GOING TO SEE TEGAN AND SARA ON THE 20th!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck yeah.

bad parenting...lol

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 08:13:53 GMT

I can not believe how much these pictures made me laugh

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 21:53:17 GMT

worst fucking day. My car window was shattered. Everything stolen. Cd's, Cd Player, Shoes, my mother fucking textbooks! I could seriously kill this person.

urgh off to work.

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 04:03:40 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY
COMMENT TO BE ADDED

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Thu, 15 Jan 2004 06:19:44 GMT

What right does she have to take your heart away, when for so long you were mine.

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 09:47:37 GMT

So this bitch of a journal will be mostly Friends only typa deal from now on. Since anyone can fucking have a lj, I don't want every fuck to read my journal. Just comment, email me or whatever if you want to be added.(I get 0 comments/emails and shit) oh.
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I just came back from watching Lord of the Rings. I sat there for three and half hours bored out of my mind. Perhaps it would of helped if i had watched the first two LOTR. The whole damn time I wanted to throw a fucking chapstick at Frodo. And oh..is the chuncky hobbit the guy from the Goonies??? What the hell happened there??
But yeah, the last time i go to a movie that my brother in law picks out.

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Eh, the cowgirl keeps calling me. What do i say??? I found you very irritating not to mention boring the other night, so lose my number??? Wtf...she called three times in one day. Oh what to do. I swear i need to find that girl, the one that stands out from the rest, not just looks wise, but personality wise mostly.

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80's song of the day.... Journey - Don't stop believing.
Haven't heard that one in a while huh? Oh...

My book of counted sorrows

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 08:28:14 GMT

I am getting sick. Fuck all those who've had the sniffles, and were around me. I hate you all.

take my hand and hold it tight.
I will not fail you here tonight,
For failing you, I fail myself
And place my soul upon a shelf
In Hell's library without light.
I will not fail you here tonight.

I used to love Dean Koontz. What happened?? The Face was horrible. If I get Odd Thomas for Christmas..I am tempted not to read it.

Ok so...since everyone i've ever fucking met and let into my room has been disgusted by my tyedye bed set, I will be going shopping for new stuff. Goodbye to my tyedye sheets. However....I will not put away my tydye shirts. No matter how much bitching there is about how "oogly" they are, they will never retire to my botton dresser drawer. Oh..I am sick.

Oh man...the hightlight of my week is going to target and using my little sister's discount. I need a life, and friends here. I can't wait to go to Yuma next week. I need to see my friends. I fear Christina has forgotten me. We were the closest things ever as kids, and young adults. At least I will get to see Doug, Marc and Mandy Lou, they still love me..I think.

I began writing this with nothing to say. I've written plenty..but still nothing worth while was said. Hmm.

My poor mother

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 01:00:39 GMT

*picks up ringing phone*

me: Hello???

mom: Mrs. Jenny are you still sleeping??

me: no...

mom: are you coming over for dinner tonight?

me: Dunno yet

mom: So..i forgot to tell you, last weekend at the wedding guess who i saw?

me: uh..i dunno, who?

mom: Jaime, remember the little boy who lived next to your aunt. You played with him that whole summer when you were eight.

me: The fat little mexican boy, who said shair, instead of chair? The one who cried when I punched him in the throat? That one??

mom: Jenny...don't be mean, anyways girl, he turned out to be one good looking boy.

me: Well...so did I.

Who is bigger lesbian??

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 05:05:19 GMT

First off, this post isn't to offend anyone. If you dont like it...just don't comment. Please vote by choosing who you feel is the biggest lesbian, and why. No negative comments please.

Mandy Lou liesfitintome "Thank the man for the nice cheese...gunz N roses?"

Mandy Lou is fascinated by sunsets, and saved by the bell. In her opinion, the most romantic thing to do is walk down dark allys while holding the hand of the woman she loves. If you all vote Mrs. Princessofdarkness here the biggest lesbian she will take you for a ride on her harley. Amanda, or Frank as she is called by her peers, wants to be transgender. She works at the theatre where she checks out the girls that she works with, while crackling her insane laugh. She is trying to learn how to drive stick shift so she can own a truck, and she likes to take shits. She is also an avid roast beef lover; catch her @ arbys, or you can chat it up with this hawt thing @ manda20567 on AIM.

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Kelly verucaviolet "What a wheelchair..fatfuck"

Uh-Lee-See-Uh(Alicia) Kelly Veruca Fogg can get any girls attention by flashing pearly whites. The only thing she likes more that vagina are cute little gay boys. As of now she resides in San Diego where she lives happily with her family of wild wombats. She attends a college full of people that she hates, and she has an opinion on everything. With unmatchable scarf making skills, this Martita Stewart is a force to be reckoned with. She is frequently found shopping for large bowls at Ikea, or traveling the wor..er state of California. She is the queen lesbian and gives all the lesbians listed in this entry their advice. I.e: real lesbians don't have long fingernails. Who knew? No pubic hair for this lil hussy neitehr ;) Contact this cutie @ Tangledinblack on AIM

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Jennifer dressingbad "So I was 4 wheel driving.... ""...no wait, thats just my aunt."

..first of all her hair isn't that big...it's the shadow. Her hobbies include reading, guitar, and drawing. Her friends all call her the butchest thing for obvious reasons. She has the best breasts ever, and can do killer impersonations. She sports a rainbow neckalce, which leads girls to ask her if she's "family." She is a nasty but fun bitch, who's as blunt as she is butch. Jennifer also drives a truck. This truck has hawian seat covers, and food all over it. What a butchie. She loves tye dye and country music. Her only aspiration as of now....is to marry Tegan or Sara. You can IM this hussy @ touchyursky

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Stephanie lickit_later "........................................................"

Steph is a lazy and boring dyke. She attends school in long beach and enjoys the sweet scent and thrill she gets from doing her mary-wanna. She loves kelly, and as mentioned she goes to college--but doesn't always attend class. She eats pussy and likes to eat. (yes food also). Contact this hungry butchie and try to add some spice to her life @ iheartboz

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Thu, 11 Dec 2003 02:23:23 GMT

Cause I love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I'm on your list with all your other women
But I still love to wash in your old bathwater
You make me feel like I couldn't love another
I can't help it...you're my kind of man (more like girl no?)